in a relationship !

i

got

this

from

someone

on

20' April

and

i

don't

know

why

i

really

love

this

:)

are : why do people always ask about the relationship ?

nothing worth it !

hikayat type of guy are-are ~

When azlindah za'apar give me this poems.

*melting~

poems ker ? entah laa.

Btw, thanks darling. Apart of this, i'm agree with it ;D

I wish my type of guy

is looking for me too when i read this..heeeeeee.

wink-wink *are-are now in blue clouds ~

[ higlight by are-are. bold by are-are ]

*mengGEDIK laa tue!!! HAHA

My type of guy is someone I look up to;

someone who I wish I could be. I don't think I could ever date someone I don't look up to, whether it is for his smarts, kindness, confidence, ect.

My type of guy would be someone I can be myself in front of. I want to be able to dance around in front of him, even if I don't know shit about dancing; I want to be able to sing in front of him, even if I may not be the best out of it; I want to be able to let my emotions run wild. I want to be able to do all of this without feeling embarrassed.

My type of guy would be

someone who could accept me completely; the good and bad. Even if most people would think I'm a bitch or winey or weird orwhatever people call me behind my back, I would want him overlook those things and let me be who I am.

My type of guy would be

someone who can be satisfied just being in each others presence. I'd want him to not feel awkward if we were just sitting in the car at the back of the seat with one of our parents.

My type of guy would be someone who pays some sort of attention to me. I've never been the girl who guys really pay that much attention to.

I'd like to feel like someone actually thinks I'm smart or beautiful or sexy or whatever for once in my life

(but not in a creepy stalker sort of way. I have my limits after all)

My type of guy would be someone I can cry my eyes out to without feeling embarrassed. Who can wipe away my tears and my running nose with his bare hands.

I want to be the type of girl

that can look past all of my guy's faults and love him just as he is no matter what stories people might tell me or how his personality is. I'll deal with the restraints he may want to put on me.

I want to be the type of girl who can tell what he's thinking.

I want to be able to know when he's sad, know when he's angry so I can comfort him in whatever way possible.

I want to be the type of girl

who he can be comfortable being himself with.

I want him to be able to do stupid things with me;

dance like a complete retard in public with me;

cry his eyes out on my shoulder.

I want to be the type of girl who can make him feel complete,

like the other half of him he's been searching for all of his life.

I want to be the type of girl who supports him all the way.

If he wants to be a writer,

I want to be making him coffee and snacks

to get him through that last chapter. [aku tak pandai masak, so tak payah ! haha ]

If he wants to be a football player, I want to be cheering him from the stands. [ I can cheers, yes dat true my boy! ]

If he wants to become an actor, I want to be clapping the loudest

when he comes on stage. If he wants a be a mechanic,

I want to be the one going to Petronas at three a.m. getting him oil or wrenches. ( part ni macam melampau sikit aku rasa ! haha )

Maybe I'm just a

dreamer

(itulaa aku, hikhikhik)

with her head in the clouds.

Maybe you guys think I'm setting my standards too high.

Whatever the case,

I want my future lover to know,

whoever he might be,

that I'll do everything I can

to be the things I've mentioned above.

All I ask in return is his love~

lots lurve,

are-are

xoxo

Pernah tak korang terase ?

Pernah tak korang terasa? Aku buat entry ni sebab sekarang nie aku tengah terasa. Rasa ape? Rasa masin, masam, manis, pahit, payau? Taklah. Rasa macam semua perasa ada. Rasa nie aku rasa kerana kawan. Kawan? Yea kawan. Tapi kawan-kawan aku kan baik-baik. Betul semua kawan kan baik tapi aku jer yang tak baik, sebab tu aku terasa.

Baik, aku rasa tak perlu lah aku cerita kenapa aku terasa. Tapi aku nak tanya ape korang buat apabila korang terasa?

ALA IGNORE JELAH... ABAIKAN JER... KAU NI, BENDA KECIL PON NAK TERASA KER ?



Biasanya ayat nie yang akan keluar kan ? tapi walau macam mane pon korang cuba hilangkan perasa tue, jauh disudut hati korang benda tue masih ada kan. Tak payah nak tipu laaa. Tapi tak taw laa kalau aku jer rasa macam tue.

Aku mungkin nampak kuat pada luarannya. Tapi sebenarnya dalam aku lembut jugak sama jer macam semua orang. Iyelah hati kan lembut. Cepat pecah, cepat berlubang. Sebab tue ade banyak penyakit berkaitan dengan hati nie. Macam serius jer aku terase ? taklah omong kosong jer nie.



Percaya tak kalau aku kata, dalam ramai-ramai kawan takkan ade yang tak pernah terasa. Sama ada bende tue kebetulan atau benda secara langsung kan. Mungkin perasa tue semua bermula dengan salah kita tapi tak salah kan menjaga hati kawan ? owh aku dah melalut terlalu banyak sampai aku tak tahu dah aku cakap ape.



-kenapa hati nie lembut sangat? Keras sikit tak boleh ker ???? –

are: tibe-tibe teringat "KUAT tak sayer ? *dialog nabil raja lawak. Berusaha untuk ketawa. ooh alamak masih tak ketawa la pulak...